Shab

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O L O

One Last Oath

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I just want to tell you one last time that you’re the best,

But I feel as though my heart was just laid at rest.

The pieces of what once was, are scattered on the floor

With the memories of sorrow from when you walked out the door.

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Where does my sweet Saint, Valentine, lay so idle?

Has Aphrodite become preoccupied with her own scandal?

Did Cupid’s arrow miss his mark, or think that his work was complete?

Unconscious I know, my heart will never be able to beat.

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I’ve always complained about the things I don’t know.

Until I ran into a man who said that he had no soul.

Now he wanders, aimlessly, going to and fro.

Living with remorse for the fact of that there was only a hole.

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Now we must part, for the kindling warmth no longer sparks,

At least for half of a whole, or at least it just seems.

But one body cannot move if half doesn’t respond, which I remark.

But, with my arms, always open, you’ll find me, as I keep you in my dreams.

Revision

Revision   

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Like a faint hiss, the raging wind howls 

The nagging of it’s voice haunts to feast. 

It screams and makes me feel like a fowl 

Hunted by an incognito beast. 

I can’t escape this terrible being. 

For I am the cause, I am the cause 

The siren sirens through it’s meanings, 

Resurrected by a simple clause. 

This, a gift from a devious dove, 

Who has a sign on it’s back called love. 

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I sense that vengeance is now brewing. 

Forsaken, due to my severed heart. 

Nevermore will I feel this yearning. 

Now I must live with this dreaded dart. 

Forever, it’s stuck as life goes on. 

Motionless, as I can’t even breathe 

The pain of it’s presence won’t be gone. 

The agony continues to sheathe. 

Everything is now nothing to be 

You took everything and just left me.

Repercussions

If there was one being who could describe the emotional revelations of a tortured mind that would be worthy enough to be dubbed towards the events that have occurred, Reverend Dimmesdale would know. All of this was derived from his conscious and knowledge of morality and resulted in the self-righteous punishments that he inflicted upon himself, with the ignominy of the stolen fruit from the tree that resulted in nightly vigils, fasts, and lashes. For not revealing his sin, the guilt almost caused the atrophy of his body, leaving his crippled soul left to the ultimate punishment of being forsaken.

I.O.U: The Book of Kevin and My Apostles

Salutations my fellow scholar,

            I would like to congratulate you on your wondrous experiment. The entrepreneurial mind is one of many pleasures, is it not? I couldn’t help be reiterate your resolution, that no man is perfect. But, I’d like to ponder over how the Age of Reason may have helped you with the basis of your quest. The overall philosophy of this era in time is one of great magnitude, eventually a second coming of the renaissance. How could one simply stay still in a time of enlightenment? You, yourself, the poster child of this invigorating movement, should know this dearly.

            Deists rationales alike are re-creating the norm of many common culture beliefs. Instead of just reading about and confessing to the Lord, you initiate the self-inflicting justice of practicing what you are preached.  When I was in the process of my experiment, it didn’t exactly go without hindrance.  In fact, I often forgot my precepts, until that very same night when I logged my philosophical journeys that took place throughout my day. Of course, my mind happened to be on other things such as the amount of homework that I was given in many of my classes, which is not at all a complaint, but it is something that I myself need to get adjusted to. I have also figured out that I am more than just kind and insightful, but rather I am as followed: just, kind, and insightful, for being just is worth as much or more than kindness or insightfulness. This brings many promising rewards.

            Some benefits of this experiment would be to think about how you act towards others or even yourself. Another benefit would be to teach self-discipline.

            Somewhere down the road, I believe that I could reenact this experiment by reflecting what values I may have gained and lost throughout the time that I have lived since this experiment’s genesis.

            Furthermore, I would like to thank you for introducing this stupendous idea to me and my fellow classmates, for I am sure that we will all continue to reflect on our virtues time after time.

My most humble regards,

Kevin Esq.

Acknowledgements

“Wow ACP leader sucks thats why i retired’ but they always come back so unless kg is different which he isnt he will be back guaranteed.” – Shortkid8tee